Everytime I got home, it always be like this. A lot of problems. Caused by me! Sometimes I feel like I'm giving so much troubles to my family. In fact I'm trying to ease their burden.
Allah, I know You heard me. You heard every single thing cressed my mind. Please show me the way You've guide the other Salafussoleh. Hold my heart. Keep my Imaan. Give me Your guide. Give my Your hidayah.
Everything had happed, it must be something tarbiyah from You inside it. But show me to it.
I almost lost. But I know I still have You. And You are more than enough to me.
Let the tears ran down my sin face. So it can be my savior in Your akhirat, in front of You.
Ya Allah, please forgive me, please forgive my parents, please forgive my family, forgive my teachers, forgive my friends, please forgive all the muslims, all the mujahid. Please forgive them. Please... Forgive us.
*crying all day. remembering my dark past..
Oman,
ReplyDeleteAntara tanda kasih sayang dan rahmat Allah kepada hamba-hamba-Nya adalah Dia tidak mewujudkan sebarang halangan untuk seorang hamba memohon kepada-Nya. Setiap insan diperintahkan berhubung langsung dengan Allah tanpa sebarang ‘broker’ dalam hubungan yang suci itu. Tiada sebarang perantaraan antara Allah dan hamba-hamba-Nya. Oleh itu berdoalah sentiasa.
Oman...,
ReplyDeleteana harap oman dapat laluinya dengan baik..walaupun kadang kala ana pun tak kuat nak berhadapan dengannya...
Oman..,
oman tak membebankan sapa2 pun..jangan fikir macam tu..kalau nak kira kita ni beban...maknanya..pertama kali kita wujud di dunia ni..memang bermula dengan beban la....
Oman...
ana harap oman kuat dan tegar hadapi ni semua....
you are good boy...n sometimes i feel unconfortable with u...
be strong Captain...